i Tried! I tried! i really did But everytime a meeting was held up in my mind i couldn’t convience all that my skull carries that its You. It was almost perfect…but the fact that it wasn’t made it hard to settle and be satisfied for the “almost”….. “l’ll choose my mind because even when all is gone all that’s left with me is my mind”sane or insane. You will be now here and then no where,i can’t predict but i can prevent the insanity before i loose the very little i am left with. Those days of defending you against myself are long forgotten.

I contemplate in silence how today could have been much worse, An accident almost caught up with me, A disaster awaited but nothing really came of it, I contemplate in silence how these words should mean much more than empty phrases, That they should resonate with someone else's soul and…

It’s funny and it just doesn’t make sense when I have 505 names in contact list yet I still talk to myself. If ur read this and ur having someone’s contact yet it has never crossed ur mind to send an encouraging txt or voice mail or just a greating…just…